The Decision Maker

Disclaimer: I know nothing! It is not this author’s responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole ( SOUL ) responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusory world made up by the ego.

Decisions are continuous, all decisions are thoughts. We are the decision maker and we really only have two choices. All things are a form or aspect of the choice we make.

Just like driving on the highway we have someone in back of us and someone in front of us which we do not like. It doesn’t matter if we speed up or slow down the result will be the same. Most of us have heard the saying stuck in the middle. We sit in the chair in the middle with the ego on the left side and the Holy Spirit on the right side.

Every decision is one of Fear or Love. The ego is loud and always pushing us while the Holy Spirit is quiet and gently leading us. The noise of the traffic drowns out the whispering voice within. If we truly knew the outcome the choice would be easy, because there would be nothing to choose.

We chose to believe the ego, so we became the ego which is who we think we are. The choice of the teacher is what made this illusion seem real. This decision was one of separation where consciousness was born which brought us to believe in duality. ( INDIVIDUALITY )

This separation can be found in the story of Adam and Eve ( the fall of man ) and many other religious myths, also known as the Big Bang Theory. ( fractals )

It is the fear of losing our individuality that makes the ego seem real which we believe is our reality.

Infinite Love to All

John Michael Shea III aka JMS29

“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.” ( John Michael )

Connecting To Sophia-Gaia By Way Of Gematria The Story Of Creation The Journey Of My Soul

This is a story I wrote in 2017 and was a big part of helping me move beyond what is seen by my eyes ( perception ) and helped me to continue to seek more understanding as to why we are enslaved by the ego thought system.

There are a lot of numbers in this story and it may be hard for many to relate. That is OK after all everything is fiction.

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Have You Ever Wondered Why Things Are As They Are?

Disclaimer: I know nothing! It is not this author’s responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole ( soul ) responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusion made by the ego.

If you believe in history consider the progress of what is called the human race ( man ). From early times and no real advancement in civilization for what some claim to be millions even billions of years, to overnight cities and extreme technology advances in a couple hundred years. Who writes history and who makes the decision as to what is taught to the little ones in school aka children’s prison?

From what many call the fall of man ( separation ) we start to see more organized strategies to confuse and control what is called the human race. We have the Egyptians and all the magnificent Pyramids along with the famous stories of the bible and the wandering and enslavement of the 12 Tribes of Israel ( Pharaoh verses ego aka god ) and all the battles over power amongst the Greeks, Romans, England, Ireland, French, Church and State, white man and Natives and many others along the way. Nothing has changed, the ego just wraps it in a different package to make us believe it has changed. Man still believes in separation and has no real peace of mind.

Yes, the ego mind is very powerful and convincing, just look around and you can see it everywhere. Many call it Satan, Devil, Lucifer or the Prince of this World.

We can do all the research we want and it will always come down to control and duality aka separation. This will continue until all understand true forgiveness and accept oneness. This can`t be seen through the eyes of the ego as this will only project an image. Once we accept there is no difference, all are equal, all share everything and scarcity is an illusion it will be the beginning of the end.

The message for ( 2020 ) was not the division we perceived it to be. It was the work of the Holy Spirit using the illusion of separation and using the mask to help wake up The Sons of God. There are many we may not recognize due to wearing a mask and if we do not understand the illusion ( masked by the flesh ) because we can`t see past it, now is the time to learn the truth of what we are.

As the lesson of vision is learned we will start to understand forgiveness, without vision there is no real love. And without love there is no peace.

” You can not love parts of reality and understand what love means. ” ( ACIM – T-15.V.3:1 )

I have stated many times we are all magicians. The word image leads us to imagination and here we will find I Magi. The word Magi comes from the greek word ‘magos’ (where the english word ‘magic’ comes from). We also find the word nation which in the bible is a man ( Jacob ).

What is projected from the split mind (ego ) is an image of form. An image is not real and the eyes of the body can not see. You may recall this saying ” the Blind leading the Blind”.

The ego uses all kinds of ways to make us feel guilty and then tries to reconcile.

Amazing grace
How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me
I once was lost
But now I’m found

We are not a wretch and never have been. We are sinless and guiltless as we are the Son of God.

Infinite love for all,

John Michael Shea III aka JMS29

Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.” ( John Michael )

Connecting To Sophia-Gaia By Way Of Gematria The Story Of Creation The Journey Of My Soul

This is a story I wrote in 2017 and was a big part of helping me move beyond what is seen by my eyes ( perception ) and helped me to continue to seek more understanding as to why we are enslaved by the ego thought system.

There are a lot of numbers in this story and it may be hard for many to relate. That is OK after all everything is fiction.

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Who Is Responsible for Making the illusory Universe and it`s Inhabitants?

Disclaimer: I know nothing! It is not this authors responsibility to convince or even suggest any individual believe what is written here, it is the sole ( soul ) responsibility of each individual to decide what their journey means to them. This author understands all things are a form of energy, only in the illusory universe made by the ego.

What this author likes to call his journey has been developing into nothing more than a fantasy created by the wrong mind ( ego ) of deception. It is his understanding all beings are searching for something to fill a void with no real understanding as to what this void really is.

Just about every religion or culture has a savior or a god they worship. What is interesting is they all believe their god is the real and only one, this is true because it is the same god within the illusionary universe. Many have come to try and teach the truth and help wake up the dead aka human beings aka Homo sapiens only extant human species. The name Homo sapiens is Latin for “wise man” and was introduced in 1758 by Carl Linnaeus.

Well obviously the wise man ( self included ) hasn`t learned a hell of lot since the beginning of what we call time.

There are many theories and beliefs as to who or what has been controlling this game from the start. This author makes no claim as to what the answer is.

What this author understands now is the universe as we know it is not one of spirit aka god aka creator aka source.

The Gnostic’s share a story about Sophia-Gaia who was responsible for creating matter and all within this universe. Below is from the Nag Hammadi Library.

TRIMORPHIC PROTENNOIA

” First Descent: The first thought ( silence ) is thought through light which gives shape to the fallen. ( masculine )

Second Descent: The voice ( speech ) from the thought which is the breath ( spirit ) that gives life that empowers the fallen. ( feminine )

Third Descent: The Word or Logos from the voice of thought takes human appearance and teaches the light or truth.( masculine ) “

In Christian theology, the heresy that in the incarnate Christ there were two coexisting persons, human and divine.

We are now moving into dualism.

noun
noun: dualism; plural noun: dualisms

the division of something conceptually into two opposed or contrasted aspects, or the state of being so divided. “a dualism between man and nature”
Philosophy – a theory or system of thought that regards a domain of reality in terms of two independent principles, especially mind and matter ( Cartesian dualism ).

noun: Cartesian dualism – the religious doctrine that the universe contains opposed powers of good and evil, especially seen as balanced equals.

  1. the quality or condition of being dual; duality.

Origin
late 18th century: from dual, on the pattern of French dualisme.

noun: individuality

  1. the quality or character of a particular person or thing that distinguishes them from others of the same kind, especially when strongly marked.

Here we have the illusion of separation between mind ( ego ) and spirit ( one ) which becomes dualism making duality in-turn makes individuality. Notice the word duality at the end of the word individuality. This makes the dual within the individual.

TRIMORPHIC PROTENNOIA Codex XIII ( 13 ) Nag Hammadi Library.

” Then the Perfect Son revealed himself to his Aeons who originated through him, and he revealed them and glorified them and gave them thrones and stood in the glory with which he glorified himself. They blessed the Perfect Son, the Christ, the only-begotten God. “

In the world of reincarnation there is a term which relates ones past existences with today’s. The word is ASPECT, Christ was making aspects or duality. (The Egyptians identified Christ – Messiah using the letters Iu-em-hetep, Iu-em-hetep means “He who comes in peace as number seven”. COULD THIS BE the continuous coming of the Christ – Messiah ( right mind ) trying to wake us up by teaching us who we really are?

Which may explain, Matthew 24:36 “But of that day and hour knoweth no man, no, not the angels of heaven, but my Father only.” Each individual will experience this in their own mind.

Many individuals believe Lucifer is the prodigal son which is true because you and I are also the prodigal son.

Sophia is known as wisdom which could be the mind of Christ. In the Genesis story the female EVE is blamed for what is known as the fall of man. This is when many believe sin entered the game, there is no sin other than the illusion to believe it.

( KJV ) John 1:3 ” All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made.” Well this verse pretty much answers the question. Who is responsible for making the illusionary Universe and it`s inhabitants? We are the makers of the dream, we are the Son of God.

( KJV ) Revelation 13:18 “Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is Six hundred threescore and six.” Many believe this is the number of the Antichrist and they are correct, because it is man.

The illusion ( dream ) made up by the ego and the story of Jesus has been turned into one about the Son of God shedding blood THE SACRIFICIAL LAMB who came to save the world from sin.

All illusions are made from the imagination within the ego mind. Just as a magician creates an illusion to divert the audience from what they think they are actually seeing, the mind has been tricking us to believe we have a body.

God is one or wholeness it would be impossible for God to create duality, this would not make God whole. Could this be what the Big Bang theory is trying to reveal? The split of Adam to create Eve is the split of the mind from spirit.

Could the story of Christ and true meaning of the resurrection be one of the mind? Is the true teaching about correcting thought and abolishing the ego? As long as the ego is in control of the mind there will be no peace.

It only makes sense we made the ego. Jesus for most of the western world is the teacher to help us to abolish it. The church turned him into being a martyr. God is love there is no way God would create duality or sacrifice anyone. Everything outside of God is not real, it is all a dream ( imagination ) the ego wants us to believe we are a living body, there is no real body, all things are made by the split mind and all things happens in the mind. Just like when you go to sleep and dream it seems to be real until you think you wake up and know it wasn’t real.

There is no sin you are innocent, guilt is the result of believing the separation happened. The real message is about learning what true forgiveness is and seeing all your brothers and sisters as equals and innocent.

The story of Sophia is about a dream.

Infinite love for all,

John Michael Shea III aka JMS29

“Knowledge is knowing which enables you with the power to know the truth about love.” ( John Michael )

“Fear when eliminated opens up many doors. Love when understood keeps those doors open.” ( John Michael )

Connecting To Sophia-Gaia By Way Of Gematria The Story Of Creation The Journey Of My Soul

This is a story I wrote in 2017 and was a big part of helping me move beyond what is seen by my eyes ( perception ) and helped me to continue to seek more understanding as to why we are enslaved by the ego thought system.

There are a lot of numbers in this story and it may be hard for many to relate. That is OK after all everything is fiction.

Buy Now